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ND : Mick?
Mick : Yeah?
ND : Is there something in there Mick?
Mick : Yeah... yeah.
ND : Ah huh. OK. OK.
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GARDEN GIRL (Ain't That True?))
Ya came across the garden girl
In ya "silveret" and runners too
Ya didn't know that I was there
But I watched you for an hour or two
You don't always walk that way
Somethin' must have fallin' through
Ya came to me one rainy night
That we, fell in love for somethin' new
A wonder world in "dippy light"
We conjured up a lie for two
But lovin' goes on that way
Just wastin' time girl
Ain't that true?
Some people say that love's a drug
that'll cause you nothin' but pain
Well, they maybe right but it tastes so fine
Just bring out the bamboo shoots
And the anodyne
Another "dago" flyin' by
N' the boredom make it hard to chew
Maybe he'll get up this time
But I doubt it cause he's through with you
You know what the Chinese say:
"There's always room for someone new"
We played around a little while
But ah, girl you know your time is through
We're movin' in a different style
It's time to try a different crew
But lovin' goes on that way
Just wastin' time dear
Ain't that true?
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Find A Way
03:55
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FIND A WAY
I looked all over for a girl like you
One that could make me feel that love was true
But every time I feel the same old pain
If I don't find her soon I'll go insane
FIND A WAY
FIND A WAY TO GET ME THROUGH
COME ON AND FIND A WAY TO MAKE MY LOVE TRUE
COME ON AND FIND A WAY
FIND A WAY TO GET ME THROUGH
OH OH OH
BUT THERE'S NO WAY
WITHOUT A GIRL LIKE YOU
I gave you lovin' but you just don't care
you're kind of lovin' ain't the kind to share
I tried to make it work but hey, no way
I'll keep on workin' till I hear you say
FIND A WAY
FIND A WAY TO GET ME THROUGH
COME ON AND FIND A WAY TO MAKE MY LOVE TRUE
COME ON AND FIND A WAY
FIND A WAY TO GET ME THROUGH
OH OH OH
BUT THERE'S NO WAY
You had that willing look about you all night long
But now it seems it's not the same
Cause here I am a child, a victim of your wrong
But I can't play your little game
OH OH OH OH OH!
FIND A WAY
FIND A WAY TO GET ME THROUGH
COME ON AND FIND A WAY TO MAKE MY LOVE TRUE
COME ON AND FIND A WAY
FIND A WAY TO GET ME THROUGH
OH OH OH
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Hiding Behind A String
04:18
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HIDING BEHIND A STRING
You're always walking around dishing out the heartache
You don't care how meager it sounds
No matter how cold or fake
It's not that simple you say
There's a truth within me
And you hide behind that made up face ignorin' every plea
Whoa oh oh
You're always talkin' about how you love and need me
I don't wanna go that route
I've already paid the fee
I've got the time now you tell
Just take my hand and see
But it's just another hard day sell
I know how it will be
"Cause you're
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHIN'
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
TRYIN' TO MAKE ME THINK THAT YOU'RE SOMETHIN'
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHIN' NOW
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
YEAH
They're always hangin' around
Your friends close behind you
I've become another face in the crowd
Another one in the crew
And it's been so long since we've been alone
Just me and you
But you just keep playin' the same ol' games
Do you know what you put me through
Well your
(cool Juno 106 organ solo that Nick sang into the cheap little Panasonic tape recorder and quickly transcribe plays here) :
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHIN'
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
TRYIN' TO MAKE ME THINK THAT YOU'RE SOMETHIN'
HIDING BEHIND A STRING
DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHIN' NOW
HIDING BEHIND A STRING GIRL
DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHIN'
YOU HIDE BEHIND A GOD , GIRL
HIDIN' BEHIND A GOD
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It's A Constant Attack!
04:54
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IT'S A CONSTANT ATTACK !!!
Don't you know it's aggravating?
There's a perfect life awaiting
But perjury and spite are in my boat
Find myself appreciating
The mystery of procreating:
Absurdity and death remain afloat
Dream of more than milk and honey
Even when I have the money
But jealousy and greed are at my throat
IT'S A CONSTANT ATTACK!!!
SO I RUN (which only makes me tired)
SO I RUN (until I have expired)
YEAH I RUN
I RUN
I RUN
IT'S THE BOREDOM EFFECT!
I can sense a wall around us
I would break the laws that bound us
But apathy and hate are in my boat
This ignorance can sure be blinding
We are one genetic binding
Bur prejudice and fear must stop our growth
IT'S A CONSTANT ATTACK!!!
SO I RUN (which only makes me tired)
SO I RUN (until I have expired)
YEAH I RUN
I RUN
I RUN
IS IT ALL IN MY HEAD?
Don't you know it's nauseating?
There's a perfect world awaiting
But somethin' tells me were not even close
I can sense a wall around us
Could I break the laws that bound us?
Or does a deeper truth control our boat?
ALWAYS UNDER ATTACK!!!
SO I RUN (which only makes me tired)
SO I RUN (until I have expired)
YEAH I RUN
I RUN
I RUN
IS IT ALL IN MY HEAD?
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So Let It Go
05:02
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LET IT GO
ANOTHER DAY OF INDECISION - GIRL I JUST DON'T KNOW
ANOTHER DAY, A NEW DIRECTION BUT IT JUST WON'T FLOW
I LOOK FOR YOU TO FIND A REASON BUT THEY JUST WON'T SHOW
I CAN'T LIVE IN DARKNESS FOREVER SO LET IT GO
WHY DON'T I LET YOU GO?
ANOTHER DAY OF CONTRIVED AFFECTION - GIRL IT'S ALL YOU KNOW
ANOTHER WAY TO LEARN MY LESSON, GOT SO FAR TO GO
YOU'VE GOT THE MIND , YOU'VE GOT EMOTION BUT THEY JUST WON'T GROW
IT SEEMS WE'VE BEEN WAITIN' FOREVER SO LET IT GO
GUESS I'LL JUST LET YOU GO
WHEN YOU DECIDE ON ANOTHER GIRL
GIVE WHAT YOU ARE TO THE OTHER GIRL
AND THEN YOU'LL FIND ONE ANOTHER IN LOVE FOREVER
WHEN YOU DECIDE ON ANOTHER GIRL
GIVE WHAT YOU ARE TO THE OTHER GIRL
AND THEN YOU'LL FIND ONE ANOTHER IN LOVE FOREVER
ANOTHER NIGHT TO TEST MY PATIENCE AND YOU TURN TOWARDS THE WALL
YOU FEED THE FRIGHT, SUSPEND RELATIONS, WONDER WHY I DON'T CALL
YOU LIGHT THE FLAME, YOU RUN FOR COVER, THEN SIT BACK FOR THE SHOW
BUT I CAN'T TAKE THIS FOREVER SO LET IT GO
WE'LL HAVE TO LET IT GO
WHEN YOU DECIDE ON ANOTHER GIRL
GIVE WHAT YOU ARE TO THE OTHER GIRL
AND THEN YOU'LL FIND ONE ANOTHER IN LOVE FOREVER
WHEN YOU DECIDE ON ANOTHER GIRL
GIVE WHAT YOU ARE TO THE OTHER GIRL
AND THEN YOU'LL FIND ONE ANOTHER IN LOVE FOREVER
WHEN YOU DECIDE ON ANOTHER GIRL
GIVE WHAT YOU ARE TO THE OTHER GIRL
AND THEN YOU'LL FIND ONE ANOTHER IN LOVE FOREVER
WHEN YOU DECIDE ON ANOTHER GIRL
GIVE WHAT YOU ARE TO THE OTHER GIRL
AND THEN YOU'LL FIND ONE ANOTHER IN LOVE FOREVER
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8. |
Just Another Minute
04:44
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JUST ANOTHER MINUTE
You stare right through me like I’m not even there
You leave me here with nothing to say
You’ve got your mamma’s eyes (that same cold stare)
Oh god how can you treat me that way
You wanna end it all with no conversation
Girl I don’t work that way
I’m not asking for another year
I don’t need another week
No no not even a day
I need
Just another minute
Just another minute
Just another minute with you
Please give me
Just another minute
Just another minute
Just another minute with you
It blows my mind to think what we once had
We said our love would never fade or die
But now it’s all just a dream gone bad
I put my head in my hands
I just lay here and cry
We built our world around a common devotion
I guess it just wore thin
This is the day the walls come tumbling down
It’s the day that my earth caves in
So give me
Just another minute
Just another minute
Just another minute with you
Please give me
Just another minute
Just another minute
Just another minute with you
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Where's My Milk Russ?
00:21
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ND: Russ? Russ? Where's my milk Russ? OK.
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Do What You Have To
05:23
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DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO
I met a girl from Babylon, she said: "John my man it's true, ..
The last remains of a peaceful life have been taken by the ZOO!"
Then she turned to her friend in chains and produced two rosewood sticks
They beat each other up black and blue
And the open wounds they'd lick
I met a man from Washington who said: "John my boy it's true, ...
The only way to enjoy yourself is to fill your head with GLUE!"
And I said:
DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO
DO WHAT YOU LIKE
YOU WON'T LIVE FOREVER SO YOU BETTER LIVE IT RIGHT
DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO
DO WHAT YOU LIKE
SO LONG AS IT DOESN'T CAUSE A MURDER
IT'S ALL RIGHT WITH ME
IT'S ALL RIGHT WITH ME
I know a fellow who spends his time writing songs no one can play...
He'll audition a thousand folks just to turn them all away
Ah, then he listens to the radio and examines the latest smash
Writes himself a pop song hit and then puts it in the TRASH!
I know a gardener from my home town, slavin' labor for some rich snob...
She won the "lotto" some years ago but she ain't givin' up her JOB!
And I say:
DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO
DO WHAT YOU LIKE
YOU WON'T LIVE FOREVER SO YOU BETTER LIVE IT RIGHT
DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO
DO WHAT YOU LIKE
SO LONG AS IT DOESN'T CAUSE A MURDER
IT'S ALL RIGHT WITH ME
IT'S ALL RIGHT WITH ME
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DON'T YOU KNOW IT'S NOT NOTHIN'
They say let's talk about a life together (something cool)
Or picture perfect life in rainy weather and the holy jewel
But somethin' must be goin' wrong here
'Cause i see i'm not exactly what i used to be
And here i am the perfect stranger
suddenly...
I think about a little girl in leather (something used)
All the creases of a promised treasure in high heeled shoes
But somethin' must be goin' wrong here
'Cause i see it's not exactly what you want to be
The papers say the times are changing
but are we?...
Oh oh oh don't you know it's not nothin'
When i'm sitting alone in your room
Something's cryin' in the kitchen and i think it's your broom
Oh oh oh don't you know it's not crazy
To wanna lie next to you in your bed
I've been loving you so long i think i'd rather be dead
I see them snake around in technicolor (they look so fine)
It's a free for all ; a dream uncovered for another time
But somethin' must be goin' on here
And i'm up for a wake the moment i walk through your door
The easy chair is no solution
It's a bore..
Oh oh oh don't you know it's not nothin'
When i'm sitting alone in your room
Something's cryin' in the kitchen and i think it's your broom
Oh oh oh don't you know it's not crazy
To wanna lie next to you in your bed
I've been loving you so long i think i'd rather be dead
Still it seems a bit tragic
Sweeping sins of a god through a dark open tomb
Coming home to panic...
Oh oh oh don't you know it's not nothin'
When i'm sitting alone in your room
Something's cryin' in the kitchen and i think it's your broom
Oh oh oh don't you know it's not crazy
To wanna lie next to you in your bed
I've been loving you so long i think i'd rather be dead
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TAKE ANOTHER CHANCE ON LOVE
We’ve been working it out all night
We struggle through the hurtful words to find an answer
Now you’re telling you’re all right
But something else is in my ear
I pray to God that what I hear is...
So we’re taking the time to talk together
As if to show how much we care
Are we gonna hang on or break away?
Well I know that you want your space
I guess I’m falling to the touch of sweet temptation
Now I’m willing to slow the pace
But only if you compromise
And swear you’ll never leave my side
You have always been there to soothe my madness
Though at times you’d let me slide
Can the two of us stop our selfish ways
Should we take another chance on love
It’s all we have in the end
Take another chance on love or say it’s over
Is it written in the stars above that we could make it my friend
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Looks #2
05:31
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LOOKS (Genteel Version)
I remember a time and place
Where a boy with a twisted face
Said he didn’t know why the circus was his home
And his mother always carried a picture-cube of someone else’s kid
‘Cause she couldn’t live down the stories of her womb
I remember a time and place
Where a girl with a pretty face saidshe didn’t know why a boy like that should live
And her mother snapped several pictures for somebody else's kids
Ain’t that a good enough reason to do away his life?
‘Cause looks are super special when you don’t look deep inside
The rejections hit the likes of you and me
Looks are superficial and out weigh the finer gifts
There may always be time and place
For a role in a super race
Where the ugly in life no longer have a home
But I doubt that it matters what dream you dream so long as you awake
To a world of bigger egos than yourself
‘Cause looks are super special when you don’t look deep inside
The rejections hit the likes of you and me
Looks are superficial and out weigh the finer gifts
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I'll Go With You
04:01
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I'LL GO WITH YOU
Do I remember a kid from a while ago
Who spent his time in a box you might know
Did he emerge from a war with some inner self
The only one true foe
And now he's willing to live in a changing time
And share his life with someone new
So if you see him around could you let him know that someone might be you
And if you like me you might stay a while
And if you don't well that's OK
But if the time comes when you need a hand
You know what to say
Well I can move through a mine in a darken space
And hold your fear as I hold my own
And we can take all the turns at your own pace
And you won't be alone
Be alone
And if you like me you might stay a while
And if you don't hey, that's ok
'Cause there's a feeling I've got deep inside says
I know you'll find your way
I'll go with you
Well it isn't just a thing to say (no)
I'll go with you
Well, it's time to try a whole new way
I'll go with you
Well it's something that I've got to say (yeah)
I'll go with you
And if you like me you might stay a while
And if you don't hey, that's ok
'Cause there's a feeling I've come to trust inside says
I know you'll find your way
I'll go with you
Well it isn't just a thing to say (no)
I'll go with you
Well, it's time to try a whole new way
I'll go with you
Well it's something that I've got to say (yeah)
I'll go with you
Well, it's time to try a whole new way
I'll go with you
Well it isn't just a thing to say (no)
I'll go with you
Well, it's time to try a whole new way
I'll go with you
Well it's something that I've got to say (yeah)
I'll go with you
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I'll Be There Always
04:17
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I'LL BE THERE ALWAYS
And if you feel it’s not enough
And if the moment seems to fade away
And your perception dulls a misty shade of gray...
I’ll be there to rest your fears
I’ll be there to dry your tears
I’ll be there to steer you clear
Always
And if you find yourself alone
And every game becomes a soldier’s play
And if you ever want to throw it all away
I’ll be there to rest your fears
I’ll be there to dry your tears
I’ll be there to steer you clear
Always
And if I gave you my heart, would you come to me?
Or would you tear me apart?
And if you say it’s not enough
And all tomorrow’s just a day gone by
And every laugh becomes another way to cry...
I’ll be there to rest your fears
I’ll be there to dry your tears
I’ll be there to steer you clear
Always
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Unused lyrics:
ARE WE DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
People, we're a silly bunch
Imagine man, a part of us
Is dying, and the only one
To save us from the things we've done
Is a god who might never be
Could we face this as reality?
Well part of ous is dying fast
Faith alone won't make it last
ARE WE DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
A TELEVISION BEAM THAT BEARS NO HOME
DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
TO SOME SMARTER SUCKERS SOMEWHERE-ELSE?
ARE WE DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
I say nobody should starve on Earth
But the laws of nature can be cruel
We can rearrange the common dirt
But if selfishness prevails to rule...
WE'RE ALL GONNA BE JUST A MEMORY
A TELEVISION BEAM THAT BEARS NO HOME
DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY
TO SOME SMARTER SUCKERS SOMEWHERE-ELSE
ARE WE DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
There hasn't been a time when I can say I wasn't selfish
But I always allowed myself the chance to give away what I didn't need
Still I've got to wonder about those who might be hurtin'
Should I care?
And what is fair?
Are we headin' in the same direction?
Is there a direction?
Or:
ARE WE DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
A TELEVISION BEAM THAT BEARS NO HOME
DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
TO SOME SMARTER SUCKERS SOMEWHERE-ELSE?
ARE WE DESTINE TO BE JUST A MEMORY?
don't know.
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Please, Darlin' Stay
04:44
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PLEASE DARLIN' STAY
I GOT NO TIME FOR REASON
I GOT NO TIME TO HEAR
HOW ALL THE STUFF I DO WILL HAVE ME LOCKED UP IN A YEAR
YOU SAY DON'T LET ME CATCH YOU WITH THE DUDE IN THE RED
THIS GUY IS BAD NEWS AND HE'S TAKIN' ALL YOUR BREAD
SO WHY DO YOU STAY HERE
JUST BE ON YOUR WAY DEAR
YOU SAY WHAT ABOUT YOUR BROTHER HOW HE DIED IN HIS PRIME
WELL LET ME TELL YA I DON'T WANNA LIVE THIS LIFE OF MINE
I JUST DO WHAT I DO BECAUSE I KNOW NOTHIN' ELSE
PLEASE DARLIN' STAY
LOVE ME ALL DAY
YOU KNOW THAT I CARE DEAR
BUT YOU'RE SO FULL OF FEAR..
DEAR
THE SKY IS SPINNING NOW THE FOG GETS IN YOUR HEAD
SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO FIND THE BED
I CAN'T DRIVE LIKE THIS SO SLEEP IT OFF INSTEAD
YOU KNOW THAT I CARE DEAR
BUT I'M SO FULL OF FEAR
DEAR
YOU KNOW THAT I CARE DEAR
(YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE)
BUT I'M SO FULL OF FEAR
DEAR
I TOLD YOU NOT TO WORRY LITTLE GIRL
I'LL CLEAR IT MY FRIEND
YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME TO MAKE YOUR WAY
ALMOST SET TO GO
I GUESS I'LL MAKE IT ON MY OWN
AND IF I DON'T I'LL END UP HOME
NOTHING HERE CAN STOP YOU WHY NOT SAY THE WORD
WE'LL DO IT ALL
YOU SAY BABY GET TOGETHER
NOW IT'S TIME TO STEP IN
BUT LIFE IS JUST A GAME DARLIN'
NOBODY CAN WIN
I JUST DO WHAT I DO BECAUSE I KNOW NOTHIN' ELSE
PLEASE DARLIN' STAY
LOVE ME ALL DAY
Lyrics and Music © 1984 by Nick DiMauro
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MYSTERY JUXTA / MORE SEATTLE TALK
JT : (sings angrily) “I feel blessed!”
LT : What are we...
ND : We're on a... where are we 64?
LT : Yeah, we're on 64...
ND : Now wait, we're just coming off the...
JT : (singing) We're on 64
ND : So I just wanna know I'm gonna take like route 80 OK?
LT : OK.
JT : a thousand feet above the sea level darlin'...
ND : What is it?
LT : Flagstaff
ND : Flagstaff?
JT : If you don't know what you do...
ND : Alright so 180 is the place
JT : There's got to be a better place than London. Sorry.
ND : Is that a real tune?
JT : Nope.
JT / ND (singing in unison) : There's got to be a better place than London!
ND : I believe we are heading into a fortnight of "tumbulous" terror.
JT : Salt water disposal.
ND : Salt water disposal neck.
JT : Take a urine-natal sample.
ND : Have yourself some urine. (laughs)
JT : Don't drink all of it this time.
ND : Don't spit up on the cheese.
JT : The Cisco Kid!
ND : Awww..
(Instrumental mix of "This Man Called Harlan With Observing Mode" plays in the background.)
JT : (Mimicking the horn line to the song "Cisco Kid") Beh... Beh... Beh...
ND : This is our "Paul" portion of our program.
JT : Meh…Meh, Meh, Meh….
ND : What the fuck are you doin' John?
JT : I'm playing the Singapore, Sinatra Harmonica!
LT / ND (laughs)
ND : Can't you see what I'm doing you fool? I'm playing the Singapore, Sinatra Harmonica! And at my side is Pancho Mongo. Loading up his small guitar people so that they might ridiculate on some asphalt membrane.
JT : Thank you...
ND : And with that we bid you...
JT : Oh sock..
ND : We bid you a saul - a small smelly watermelon rapped up in hosiery that was used during the civil war to keep the Russians from invading China.
JT : (As the Priest) And as McKensie Phillips once said… PHILLIPS!
ND : (As the Priest) As McKensie PHILLIPS once said, “Oh my god somebody stuck a Black and Decker™… (laughs)
JT : (laughs)
ND : You know, I… I asked for a moose Phillip.
JT : (laughs)
ND : This… Look, come here. I wanna show you the difference. OK? C’mere. This’ll be easier if I illustrate it.
Look… Look outside. You see the tumble weeds? You see the thing moving. Groping next to the tumble weeds?
That’s a fucking moose. OK? This… This is a 1200 watt hair blower… (laughs)
JT : (laughs)
ND : Ya plug it in, ya blow yer hair! See what happens when you plug a moose in. (laughs)
JT : (laughs)
LT : (laughs)
ND : It’s self explanatory. When they get the stitches out, you’ll know what I’m talking about.
Scooby Watts : Well that reminds me of the time Daddy and I drove cross country just after the storm of 64 when everybody in the house had to leave because the basement hadn’t been redone yet and everybody had to find a place to stay or else the huge rains that always come down usually in Montana just before the monsoon season was like everybody had nobody would be able to go the huge state fair that was supposed to be going on till after they built that new fence that took us clean across country before the best white lines were laid down everybody went for a lard breakfast shoe store! Goodbye! Whoooo!
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19. |
You Need Me!
04:10
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YOU NEED ME
I need you
You need me
And it's everything they said it would be
And I hear from above
That we'll always spend our lives together in love
And when you're walking down the street
They say they feel the heat
And I can tell by your look
I read you like a book
You need me and I know it's true
And in time you'll see you might love me too
Starting here
Starting now
We will make our way through life together somehow
Somehow!
And when you're walking - you're too cool
You make me wanna drool
And I can feel by your touch
You use me like a crutch
You need me and I know it's true
And in time you'll see you might love me too
And when you're walking down the street
They say they feel the heat
And I can tell by your look
I read you like a book
You need me and I know it's true
And in time you'll see you might love me too
You need me and I know it's true
And in time you'll see you might love me too
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John Tabacco Stony Brook, New York
John Tabacco is a composer, singer-songwriter, producer, recording engineer, and visual
artist.
Like an unfolding musical diary / puzzle, Tabacco’s music and art are constantly being re-worked, juxtaposed and intertwined.
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